Tuesday was a really bad day for me. I kind of lost it at work... I am upset with a co worker and I am allowing it to get to me. Normally I have learned to let stupid people not bother me but due to some other reasons I have this time. Then to top it off, I made a good friend of mine cry because I said something that I did not think would bother them... But it did.
I ended up going home to take some medication and try to get my head on straight. I am better today. I took a real "mental health day" today and was able to calm down. I know it will take me a week or so to feel better about all this but at least I got a lot off my chest thus week. I dread Thursday since I might have to confront this person about all this... I used to call this person friend but now see that they have done nothing but try to undermine our team to get ahead. I don't have time any more for people like this. I am too old to deal with this high school crap. I just want to go and do my job in a professional manner with professtional people... But there is always someone who has to cause trouble. So for this week, insanity rules my head.
I ended up going home to take some medication and try to get my head on straight. I am better today. I took a real "mental health day" today and was able to calm down. I know it will take me a week or so to feel better about all this but at least I got a lot off my chest thus week. I dread Thursday since I might have to confront this person about all this... I used to call this person friend but now see that they have done nothing but try to undermine our team to get ahead. I don't have time any more for people like this. I am too old to deal with this high school crap. I just want to go and do my job in a professional manner with professtional people... But there is always someone who has to cause trouble. So for this week, insanity rules my head.
